Currently Listening A New Kind of Army By Anti-Flag see related

OK . so this is the low down on my life right now. sucks.....job corp is trying to fucking with my money and im not liking that shit. not really doing much at all but just sitting around all day, wondering what the fuck im going to do, trying not to get caught smoking up here(but i wont have any problems with that anymore cause im going to quit.........up here anyways.). damn its going to be so hard. its like it keeps me sane. yeah i know that sucks that i have to go to that to just keep my mind from breaking and me start to kill every soul that comes across my way, but hey, you guys have no idea what its like to be in job corp. and for all of those people who think its easy, two words: FUCK YOU. man ok im about to go to my dorm. ill write some other time. dueces up to all my niggas.......ehhhh get that shit out of here

PUNKS NOT DEAD, JUST FORGOTTEN........bring up the army Demon Krew.

man. there is something missing. i was talking to my bro and i was thinking about that and it just felt like there really was. it sucks man. i mean not knowing what it is. its just eating away at my head...........i think i just figured it out. i just want to be that nerd again..................................................................................alone.

help me.......

i havent had a good skate day in so damn long. its always about partying or doing something other then having the fun i used to. im so bored with myself.

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Currently Listening Die for Government By Anti-Flag see related

ok. im done. thats right, i said im done with job corp.. can i get an amen. AMEN. praise jesus. to be honest im going to miss it up there. not the staff, or the gay ass staff members, or the sick food that they expect us to eat every day, or the drama. but i am going to miss my friends. thanks to them and my will power and my motivation to get out im finally just that, out. thank you to all that helped on the outside too. if it wasent for you guys i wouldnt have a home to go to. i truly am grateful of two people out of all that helped. sasha, thank you. you were always there for me. you helped me out through my toughest times. thank you so much and i truly do appreciate what youve done. and i cant forget my oldest bestest friend, taylor ray. taylor youve given me a place to stay, fed me food, and we've always had a blast together. thank you to all of you. alright enough with this sappy bullshit. im so stoked im going to graduate also. yup thats right a real graduation thing is going down on january 26. i think thats the date. i can only invite six people and sorry to all that havent gottan on the list but i have to pick these certain people.....sorry. my life seems to have a void in it. i cant put my finger on it just yet. i will though. it sucks i feel like im missing something. or i feel a little lost on the inside. i dont know why im telling you all that but i guess i dont care. lol. i need to grow up. im tired on the inside. i think i might take a nap or just sit in front of the computer screen, mindlessly, until something better to do pops into my brain. ok that sounds fun. ill give you guys the low down on what might happen tonight later. dueces........and love.......later....

PUNK IS A passion NOT A FASHION......

Currently Listening Punks Not Dead By The Exploited see related

so. its about 1:50 in the morning. i cant sleep. theres nothing to do, because my damn mom wont give me my car keys. how old am i again? she is such a bitch. i wanted to skate so bad tonight, or should i say last night. im tired of this shit. its like i go through the same old shit every time i come down here. im tired of fighting and being treated like a baby. 19 YEARS OLD PEOPLE. i feel so old. its like when your a kid you cant wait till you grow up, but when your older you wish that you where young again.that is a fucked up way of seeing the world huh? damn i dont know what ime going to do when i get out of job corp. i want to rest for like a month before i do anything. to bad that wont happen. im going to see if i can get my job back at fast forward. doubt it. i still havent called them and i was supposed to let them know last sunday. bullshit. i need more sugar. or a cigerette. yeah that would be nice. calm my nerves. well anyways, tomorrow im going to hang out with sasha, then im going to go party. i want to  go back to job corp. so i can go to church on sunday so i hope i get all the partying in before i have to go back. im going to ask my moms to do my laundry. i hate my parents. damn...........im so tired. but i cant sleep. i think im going to go try to sleep in my brothers room. ok i guess thats it. ill write when i have time. have fun everyone. oh yeah and i forgot one thing................

PUNKS NOT DEAD, MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!!

okey dokie. once agian im back in the camp. doing nothing at all. im skipping my trade to be in this computer room. dont worry though im complete in my trade so i dont really have to be there. like i said in my last entry. im done with all of this shit and im fucking happy. all im waiting for is my CT(career transition) panel. thats were they decide whether or not your ready to leave and be in the real world. stupid. ive had a job before and there trying to tell me whether im right to get one. what? that doesnt even make any fucking sense. so how is everyone? it should be a couple of more weeks before im home with everyone. i hope all of you are happy that manny is returning. well i know of some people that will. i seriously want to get some money. so im thinking about going into modelling or something like that. i dont know. spending money. lol. sounds fucking gay to me but if thats the only way then i guess ive got to do what ive got to do. i mean i hear that i should be a model like a million times a day so why not. ok i  seriously sound like a fag. anyways. i cant wait till i can skate everyday. and that i will, that i will. lol. im going to visit ranchview when im out so i can show off my GED. lol. im proud of myself. ok whatever. ha ha ha. my friend is looking at this one chick on the internet and hes all like i need a brazilian. lol. brad. brad is funny. ok well i guess thats about it in my life. cant wait till im home. later..........

side note: i cant fucking wait till i get to see the latest harry potter. fuck anyone who thinks thatss gay. later....